sometimes i log in
to my accounts just to look
at the numbers

feel both proud and scared
proud that i’ve done well so far
scared that i’ll mess up

but i suppose though
it’s like other parts of life
mess up? keep going

numbers are not great
yet. but they are improving
and that’s what matters


no crash savings plans
like there are to lose the weight
(don’t work anyway)

one step at a time
like dieting, this requires
mindset change for me

chance is coming slow
some days? not as hard as thought
some days? it’s harder

day by day it does
change in little ways, you see
and i will succeed


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